{"id":528,"date":"2013-04-21T20:27:11","date_gmt":"2013-04-22T01:27:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/?p=528"},"modified":"2013-04-21T20:27:11","modified_gmt":"2013-04-22T01:27:11","slug":"sometimes-i-feel-like-i-don-not-belong-in-this-body-like-i-should-just-fly-away","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/2013\/04\/21\/sometimes-i-feel-like-i-don-not-belong-in-this-body-like-i-should-just-fly-away\/","title":{"rendered":"Sometimes I feel like I don not belong in this body, like I should just fly away"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><div id=\"attachment_530\" style=\"width: 1010px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/Carola-Sol-is.jpg\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-530\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-full wp-image-530\" alt=\"Carola Sol-is portrait at bench\" src=\"http:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/Carola-Sol-is.jpg\" width=\"1000\" height=\"764\" srcset=\"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/Carola-Sol-is.jpg 1000w, https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/Carola-Sol-is-300x229.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1000px) 100vw, 1000px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-530\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Carola Sol-is portrait at bench<\/p><\/div><\/p>\n<p>I do not know you, but I sometimes I feel trapped in this body, as if it too attached to earth, as if it is too grounded on here, as if it should be flying out there and it is not, and worse than that, it cannot.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_529\" style=\"width: 910px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/036.jpg\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-529\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-full wp-image-529\" alt=\"Sky Carola Sol-is \" src=\"http:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/036.jpg\" width=\"900\" height=\"600\" srcset=\"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/036.jpg 900w, https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/036-300x200.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-529\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Sky Carola Sol-is<\/p><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>This body is sitting there, but really, believe me when I say it should be flying&#8230; holding a little hand, Sitara&#8217;s hand, flying the two of us, up in the sky&#8230; I hope to dream of that tonight, after all they say we live in two worlds, that of our dreams, and this one, this one supposed to be the real one :).<\/p>\n<div class='kouguu_fb_like_button'><iframe src=\"http:\/\/www.facebook.com\/plugins\/like.php?href=https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/2013\/04\/21\/sometimes-i-feel-like-i-don-not-belong-in-this-body-like-i-should-just-fly-away\/&#038;layout=standard&#038;show_faces=false&#038;width=450&#038;height=25&#038;action=like&#038;colorscheme=light&#038;\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"0\" allowTransparency=\"true\" style=\"border:none; overflow:hidden; width:450px; height:25px;\"><\/iframe><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I do not know you, but I sometimes I feel trapped in this body, as if it too attached to earth, as if it is too grounded on here, as if it should be flying out there and it is not, and worse than that, it cannot.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[127,128,129],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/528"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=528"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/528\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":532,"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/528\/revisions\/532"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=528"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=528"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/carolasolis.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=528"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}